my beautiful stranger

baby baby baby....
wat is wrong w us??
d holidays, d trip was supposed to make us closer...but did it?
we were at war wen we reached home...

baby, i miss d old u..
i miss us..

no doubt, you r by far d onli person next to shalini n my mum who can tolerate me
put up w my mood swings, try too handle me when im stressed up...
i take my hat off 4 u...

but darling i miss d u who used to calm me down wen im stressed up...
d u who pamper me till im spoilt...
d u who gifs me suggestions till im fed-up..
d u who never ever leaves me alone...
d u who alwiz try to b ther 4 me....
gosh baby i miss US loadz...

i noe shit happens ppl change, but 4 my sake can u make an EXCEPTION...
i noe ur goin tru bad times...
n i pray...i pray dat your bad time will pass quickly...
n u can achieve ur dreams...
hope i can be ther to c u achieve it...

1 year has passed
my feelings towards u....its beyond words...
im realli sorry 4 all d pain n tears i brought to u...
switheart...u need not worried if i go out w people (u noe i noe who)
u need not fear dat my feelings 4 u will change...
it will never.....
miting u each time is a new experience 4 me...
i get excited even till now...
butterflies in my tummy....
jus like back in secondary school,
everytime i see u,i get excited even tho i realised i wasnt good enough 4 u...ehem2....heh
mwakZ

today i cant reach u tru ur mobile....
shah rizal,
u haf no idea how worried i was...
wen i finally get to hear yr voice....gosh..d feeling was damn good..
dun ever do dat to me again....
its scary...

baby i love u...
n ill never let u go....
but if i haf to,boy i tink dat u should noe....
all d love we made could never be erased...
n i promised u dat u will never b replaced...

mwakZ.....